Looking back

After my surgery(4am or so) after Olivia was born, they wheeled me on my bed to her room in the nicu. I don't remember seeing her like this because I was out of it, and I'm glad. That morning, I suppose 8 or so, they removed the breathing tubes, they said. When she was first born, she grunted when she breathed. They said this was due to fluid in the lungs. She had to be on the breathing machine just through that first night. I don't like to see her like this, but look how far she has come from that!